Saturday, April 11, 2009
Mr. Confused Kid
If I don't say this now I will surely break
As if I'm leaving the one I wanna take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
It's 10:49PM.
I was at my bed an hour ago hoping to get some sleep so that I can wake up early and continue studying for my QUANMET finals this Monday. But there's something that's been bugging me so I went down from my room and opened the PC just to blog about it.
When I'm losing my control
The city spins around
You're the only one who knows
You slow it down
I have been madly in love with you ever since. And I know you're happy now. But it kills me to know that you're happy with someone else and not me. Weird as it may sound, I want you to be happy. But I want you to be happy with me.
Am I delusional? Probably. I seriously don't know what is happening to me.
As much as I am very much willing to wait, I do get tired. I don't know if I still have to hold on or let you go.
It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave and take
What's mine is yours to make your own
Damn it. I am such a confused kid.
Sorry for being random. I just need to release this. Maybe I should go and try to get some sleep.
Last Song Syndrome: Look After You - The Fray
Labels: feelings, love, random, song
